Sunday, November 1, 2009

SO I REALIZED.

Hey people,
I know, for a fact that I haven't been posting up proper posts lately.
And my posts are rather emo.
I apologise for that.

I promise I'll be back with contentifying post.
WHOA, i made myself an SAT word, okay fine, it doesnt work that way. But, what's otherwise?
Aite?



I'll get back atcha.
Mel D'Tanner
sweetdreams/beautiful nightmare?

Ellaney Kirstian Ryareson <3

I was telling Laneyy that cooking isn't my forte.
Guess what she said ;


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You're not piano either.

Friday, October 30, 2009

I leaned in and say ;

I see something in you that might just kill me.
And you tell me,

"hey, you're still alive"

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Dislike or Hate?

I am at the verge of breaking down.
To a point where i just couldn't care any less.
Why is it so tough?

its called putting a heart shape symbol in between my name and yours.
to realise,
it made no sense.

hellogoodbye.
Jia Tan'er <3
i'd be glad.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Temptation, it kills.

I am so tempted to tell you.
The tiny bits of my heart.
Why is it that I'm feeling this way?
I want you. Now and forever.
so,come back.



Deng, orchestra practices for the past 3 days were rather fruitful. NOT.
I MISS THE FORM 5s!
I miss how someone will play a random melody and the whole orchestra will play along.
I miss how Eunice, Kirby, Merissa, Atira and I will stay back to practice for gigs.
And it is all not gonna happen anymore :'(
Anyway,

Dear Queen of Malaysia, here's a note in advance.
IF WE SUCK- which I highly "doubt", its just an aural illusion (got such thing ah?)
So yeah.
Im so sleepy and its only 9.23p.m.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Anals are over.

Owh, did i just say anal?
I meant finals.
Not like it makes a difference.
Anywayy, I had a blood test, to test for this thing called Halicobacter Pylori.
Apparently, its quite common throughout the world but if untreated, it'll be cancerous. :O
so yeah! The doctor poked twice before he gave in for the nurse to withdraw my blood, yummm.
SO I HAVE THREE HOLES ON MY RIGHT HAND. And it got bruised :(


And, I went to Aunty Meena's condo for a deepavali dinner @ brickfields yesterday. Very pretty place!




ooVoo is really pretty too. It has a black base with goldeny yellow texts. And it allows you to video conference call. So here's how it looks like.
A conference call between Bern, Nicole Jane and I.
I didnt print screen because I couldnt find the print screen button.


And this is why Ariff Suffian's my friend ;


SAY HELLO TO RETARD.

HAHA, im out,
Tan'er <3
imma let you go.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Lai, Lye? Owh wait, its a Lie.

A lie or prevarication is a type of deception in the form of an untruthful statement, especially with the intention to deceive others, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, protect someone's feelings or to avoid a punishment. To lie is to state something that one knows to be false or that one has not reasonably ascertained to be true with the intention that it be taken for the truth by oneself or someone else. A liar is a person who is lying, who has previously lied, or who tends by nature to lie repeatedly.

Lying is typically used to refer to deceptions in oral or written communication. Other forms of deception, such as disguises or forgeries, are generally not considered lies, though the underlying intent may be the same. However, even a true statement can be considered a lie if the person making that statement is doing so to deceive. In this situation, it is the intent of being untruthful rather than the truthfulness of the statement itself that is considered.


While, here I am in this truth challenged community that I, unfortunately, live in, it is never safe to promise anyone anything at all.

Recently, as I was sitting on my couch, reluctant to revise my studies, I thought to myself

"What is real?”


I never knew what truth was because everyone else was lying. God forbid anyone to be honest anymore. Myself included. So, I think back, what was the biggest lie that I've ever heard. Which lie hurts most? And, I thought of you, and the statements that came from you. That's when I realized, hey
, maybe you should keep on lying. Because ; I was never meant to know the truth. Some things are just better off unsaid. What d'ya think?

Imma keep lying,
Tan’er <3
Liars go to hell.